I am not scared about going in anyway shape or form. I'm not scared of the prospect of having to constantly hopping on the tube. I've done it for years. For the past two years (a lot more recently) i have spent so much time going down to London all alone that its become second nature.. I did stay with either family or friends, so it has never been particularly expensive for me to go down, it'll cost me around £50 on the train and then less than £20 on the tube.
Though, I do have to make myself busy with things I need to do, whether its an audition or going to see my accommodation, because otherwise there is a big chance that a lot of my money will be spent down Oxford Street. Being the genius that I am though, I have discovered a much better way of not spending my money when I have nothing particular to do. Pretend to be rich down Bond Street.
It may sound silly, but I have literally never had so much fun in my life! I went in to GUCCI, Ralph Lauren, Channel and Dior. The first time I went I said that I was looking for a prom dress, and the second time I said I was looking for something to wear to my sisters wedding. I have never received such good treatment. They ask you what sort of thing you are thinking of and then they will bring out everything they have in your size plus shoes. Its such a brilliant idea, even if I do say so myself. You get to try on beautiful clothes that is so far out of your price range, there will be no way of you spending your money.
Unfortunatly, when I go down there in 5 days time, I don't think I will be going down Bond Street that much. I'm going to be living my life. Going about my everyday business.
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The thought that one of my dreams has almost been achieved makes me feel like any of my dreams are possible. My dream of being able to make a living out of being an actress, or moving to America, winning an Oscar! Who knows? But I cant get too far ahead of my self; I need to take things as they come and work really, really hard to make sure I am able to live in London forever. If i have to move back to my hometown I think I might cry!














